她和他的相遇并不是精心安排，卻讓她心動不已，雖然進(jìn)入大學(xué)之前她沒有戀愛過，卻也很清楚這種不由自主的心動叫做喜歡，而埋在心底的喜歡叫做暗戀。她和他雖然同卻不同班，所以僅會在上大班課的時候才會遇到他。作為好好學(xué)生的她永遠(yuǎn)都坐在靠講臺的位子，而他卻永遠(yuǎn)都是往后坐，為了可以遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)的看到他，每次到上大班課的時候，她總是會編各種理由脫離室友的大隊(duì)伍，然后踏著鈴聲匆匆地坐到后一排，有時甚至是他的后面。那時她真的覺得自己離他好近好近，至少自己抬頭就能看到他。有時候偶然的四目相對讓她臉頰通紅，不知所措地低頭躲避，當(dāng)然她很清楚他并不是在看她。

　　因?yàn)橄矚g，好多時候她會為他做自己力所能及的事情，也許這些事情他不會在乎，也許他永遠(yuǎn)都不會知道是誰在幫他做，可是即使這樣她也很開心，很滿足。雖然她很清楚這些事情可能會假公濟(jì)私，也可能有違老師的信任，但是在那個時候內(nèi)心的滿足感打敗了這種負(fù)罪感，也許這就是喜歡的力量吧。

　　她有一個好朋友剛好是他的室友，于是她每次總會故意地提起他，然后靜靜的聽她朋友講他在寢室發(fā)生的事，那時候她會為自己多了解了他一點(diǎn)而嘴角上揚(yáng)。漸漸的次數(shù)多了，她朋友開始有所察覺了，于是在強(qiáng)行的拷問下她承認(rèn)了，承認(rèn)了她對他的暗戀，她朋友也心甘情愿的成為了她的線人。

　　這種狀態(tài)就這樣持續(xù)到了大二暑假前夕，她朋友勸他可以試著邁出步，勸她努力一下，勸她大不了失敗了還是回到現(xiàn)在的狀態(tài)。在考慮了一個晚上之后她終于決定晚一天回家，決定在那天晚上對他表白，不管怎么樣不能總是做隱形人啊。她朋友也就肩負(fù)起在那天晚上把他約在的地點(diǎn)的重任。在室友影響中永遠(yuǎn)是一放假就馬上回家的她突然要晚一天回家，大家都很好奇，但是看她意志堅(jiān)決的樣子也就都沒勸什么了，在提醒她晚上一個人小心點(diǎn)后就陸陸續(xù)續(xù)的回家了。記不得那天她一個人是怎么過的白天，也記不得她準(zhǔn)備了哪些話要說給他聽，只記得她早早的在與朋友約定的操場待。放假后的學(xué)校特別的安靜，安靜的可以聽見自己的心跳聲。偶而的會有一二個人走向她這邊，每次這個時候她都會心跳加快，睜大眼鏡去確認(rèn)是否有他，可是結(jié)果都是失望，被失望了好幾次后她開始感到不安，開始接連地給她朋友打電話，可是電話一直是沒人接。晚上在僅有她一個人的寢室里，她哭了，哭的很傷心、很無奈、很失落。也許是哭累了吧，迷迷糊糊的她睡著了。

　　第二天收拾行李時，手機(jī)響了，是她朋友打來的，猶豫再三后她接起了電話，朋友告訴她昨天下午他們幾個哥們打籃球，有個哥們不小心摔了下去，情況危急下他們什么也沒拿就上了救護(hù)車，當(dāng)然也忘了自己與她的約定，晚上陪護(hù)時想起來了卻發(fā)現(xiàn)沒法與她聯(lián)系，也沒法在當(dāng)時說明情況讓他回來與她見面。突然間她明白了，原來有些秘密注定了是應(yīng)該埋在心底的，上天是不會給機(jī)會讓你把它說出來的，就算你下定決心把它說出來了也是無果的，因?yàn)槟遣罹噙€是會在那，不適合的還是不會因?yàn)橐恍┡蜁兂蛇m合。
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